Well it has been forever since I have been on here. I made a little promise to myself at the beginning of this year that I was going to create more, do more, and be more. It 's not an easy thing to do ( for me anyway)! I have kept this promise to myself. I am getting more done and stepping out of my comfort level for creating. I am giving myself a break on not being perfect at everything ( only I am the one who thought I was needing to be perfect!!!)..... Giving myself this freeing feeling, has made me think a lot about what I as a person, really want from myself. Also how I want others to see me. I know to much free time is what I'm thinking right now reading this. But seriously it has made me not worry about a lot of stuff I felt so important and just able to be me for a change. Maybe I could have done some things differently... No I am where I am suppose to be. Living a life that I love! After all that, I come to another year of school with the kids ending. I swear it goes faster each year. Matteo started middle school and the year has been bumpy for us all. Hoping we learn from this and grow. Alex has finished another year and two to go. (That just blows my mine that I have a 16 year old.) Her year was very much a learning experience and a lot of fun. Now we get ready for summer and maybe an adventure or two.